I Survived the Maturity Test!

I crossed path with 2 people I wasn't ready to see just last night... Knowing Brad (that's me!) my initial reaction would be to get really mad and just go somewhere quiet. BUT I DIDN'T! yes! I stayed and did not get mad and went through the night gracefully! I'm so proud of myself!

Going through it wasn't easy it was painful to see them again, I just want to clarify, I'm not mad, just hurt. but I think I know the reason why I surprisingly acted differently... more mature in a sense...

#1. The 2 people involved in this story (aside from me) were good friends of mine. I'm hurt really really bad but I'm way passed being mad... yes I was mad but I can't stay mad at them forever cause I still care for them, I'm everything but a hypocrite so believe me you two, I still love you both.

I miss telling stories with the girl sitting at the passenger seat of my team captain's car whenever we hitch a ride with him, that was fun! totally miss that.

And the guy? he's just the person I dear the most. That should explain it right?

#2. Second reason and maybe the biggest reason would be the death of my Cha-Cha... she (for 10 long years) was my world, she was by best friend, my first born child, she'd listen to my boring stories when no one else would. She comforts me like no other blanket could. That's why I love you so... There can never be any experience in my life that could be more painful than your passing. You have been gone for a year now and your still helping me out. You made me stronger now I have improved as a person, and that's all because of you love.

What I'd give to see you in my dreams every night love, your always, ALWAYS in my heart.

Sorry guys, no pics on this, just some mini achievements and drama...

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